As I have said before this is second time that I am taking this course. I was apprehensive
about my ability to re-learn what Mark and his Tribe as well as what Og
were trying to teach. My Old Blue Print was firmly intertwined within me.
I had fallen out of the good habits and was destined for mediocrity. I had to start
again. So I dug in and found that it was easier than I had thought. Mark has
lectured us that the time just before going to sleep is sacred. I really never believed
him and would watch TV and then go right to bed. I changed my habits this year.
I read Og as directed and then medicated for 15 minutes and then went to bed. I was
able to sleep easier and actually remember my dreams.
I see Blue rectangles every where. If I can not find them then my mind (that never
sleeps) redirects me to where they can be seen. I am trying a variation of this exercise.
One of the premises of the MKMMA is to be independent thinkers. When I meditate
I try to imagine the color blue. Instead of seeing the inside of my eye lids I try to see the
color blue. Now I only see flickers of blue but my goal is to see the color blue (and
then the other colors) across the full expanse of my imagination.
My DPM is now set. I want I need Liberty and True Health. With Libwerty I can see
the world on my terms. With true Health I can experience this world with every
fiber of my heart and soul.
The Jouney Continues.